happy mensiversary two months!!

sorry, i only can give this for you. hope you'll know, and like it, dear. p.s iloveyou

kill the boredomness

holiday is almost over, dude(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩_-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)
but nevermind, keep stronger!!
during the holiday, i was making some picts on my looklet.
here you are...

An eskimo

Perhaps she's too busy?

A liar stranger

As a simple golden pink

  And.. Happy birthday girl:)

how to love - lil wayne

You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

For a second you were here

Why you over there?

Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your body

Like you never had a love

Never had a love

When you was just a young’un your looks was so precious

But now your grown up

So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds

Without you being insecure

You never credit yourself so when you got older

It’s seems like you came back 10 times over

Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner

Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

For a second you were here

Why you over there?

Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body

Like you never had a love

Had a love

You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions

The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions

But it wasn’t your fault

Wasn’t in your intentions

To be the one here talking to me

Be the one listening

But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin’

Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping

Baby, so don’t be mad

Nobody else trippin

You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook

See You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

Oooh,

See I just want you to know

That you deserve the best

You’re beautiful

You’re beautiful

Yeah

And I want you to know, you’re far from the usual

Far from the usual

You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

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old and i love it

i dont know what to say......................... speechless

shock banget, setelah tau fakultas seni rupa dan design itb, ternyata khusus untuk jurusan ips.

disaat gue udah bener2 nemuin passion gue, jalan hidup gue, yang sesuai banget-banget sm hati gue...

gue udh bener2 mau jd worker of art sejati bgt, jd seniman, udah ga terpengaruh orang lagi, ternyata mulai tahun ini keputusannya begitu

gue gatau gue mau jadi apalagi, psikologi, bisnis, semuanya gabisa gue pilih(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩_-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)

sedih banget, susah banget ngejalanin hidup yg gak sesuai sm hati, tp mau gak mau lo harus tetep lakuin dengan ikhlas.... 

in the middle of the night... salam shocker (._.) kissbye(˘⌣˘)ε˘ )

Set fire to the rain - adele

I let it fall, my heart

And as it fell, you rose to claim it

It was dark and I was over

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they were strong, but my knees were far too weak

To stand in your arms without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew

All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true

And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touched your face

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When laying with you I could stay there

Close my eyes, feel you here forever

You and me together, nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew

All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true

And the games you's play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touched your face

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

When we fell, something died

'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door

That heart you caught must be waiting for you

Even now when we're already over

I can't help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touch your face

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

When we fell, something died

'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh

Oh, no

Let it burn, oh

Let it burn

Let it burn

miss you (II)

miss you (I)

what would i say to describe them? love

a little pray for you

hmmmmm rndm

libur seagames!!!!!!!!!!

but hmm, wish me luck to past the exam after this holiday dude (˘ʃƪ˘)

semangat fath

(•̀_•́)ง!!! (ง•̀_•́)ง!!!!

ps. i adore you Fakhri Raihan Rahadyo

some quotes from my ma'am Yuliwarni Yeni

i do proud of her, she always give me some amazing advice

she's kind, friendly, religious, and superdooper cooooool! 

she is my chemistry teacher, and also my best teacher i ever had!

she is Mrs. Yuliwarni Yeni

Born on july, 30th 1973

i do love her verymuch:)

This is her......

And here you are, a little advice from her

"Untuk mencapai kesetimbangan, suhu ruangan yang panas diberi pendingin. Layaknya orang yang

hatinya lagi panas, gaboleh di panas-panasin lagi. Harus di buat 'adem' biar suasana hatinya setimbang"

"Meski kita belu mampu untuk belajar berbuat baik, tapi cobalah untuk belajar mengurangi dosa setiap harinya"

"Bersabarlah hati kita, dari yang suasananya panas, hingga menjadi dingin. Layaknya peristiwa endotermis"

"Hati orang yang lagi galau tak menentu itu menyong-menyong gak stabil. Seperti peristiwa dipol sesaat-dipol terimbas"

"Dunia itu harus adil, harus saling membantu pada yang membutuhkan, kaya arah reaksi yang berjalan ke arah yang membutuhkan kesetimbangan"

"Suka sama orang boleeeh, malah sebanyak-banyaknya (lol) tapi jangan pacaran"

and last but not least....

"Ngapalin nama orang yang susah itu kaya ngapalin nama unsur transisi" 

HAHA lol for the last sentence, but hmmm, 

thanks 4 all mam, you give me a different way to look world better

weirdo

happy idul adha for a whole of moslem people in the world!!!

this is a holiday and i spent it in my cousin's house

i saw my weirdo glasses on my desk, wear it, and

woop woop then i took the long shirt, grey skinny, and here it is..

weirdo version of meƪ(‾ε‾)ʃ  

foolish

Waktu gaada pelajaran bu kika, di XI IPA 5, SMAN 48 Jakarta. 
webcam brg ema, tp di crop (maaaaf bgt maaaaaaaa)  

gatau kenapa ini mukanya bloon2 bgt, but y u kno i love it muchly.
 (glasses by delanona's)

how's cute:3

 

i wonder someday i'll have a cute lovely daughter like her~(‾▿‾~)(~‾▿‾)~

perkenalkan ya perkenalkan

FATHYA AULIANNISA

16 'yo (05 02 1995)

SMAN 48 class of 2013

moody-careless-but have a lotta love for everyone who love me 

panic! panic! panic!

gue baru bener2 ngerasa gue itu super carelesssssssssssssssssssssss banget sumpah.
bayangin aja, dulu kelas 10 minjem7 buku perpus, eh 2 ilang, suruh gantiin deh:(
abis menyepakati suatu kesepakatan dgn bu perpus yg juteknya naudzubilah,
ahirnya gue dibolehin buat minjem satu buku.
ini buat tugas bahasa indonesia, buku tua, karangan ST. Ali Syahbana

"Layar Terkembang" 
buku ini lucu banget bahasanya. melayu gitu.
walaupun agak boros banget penggunaan katanya, 
tp penggambaran tokohnya tu cute (baca:kiyut bukan cute) banget. malu-malu unyu yang lawas gituuuu terus ceritanya kayanya tentang romance gitu deh.
kenapa gue blg 'kayanya'?? 
soalnya gue blm selese bacanyaaa huhu
ceritanya kemarin lusa, kamis 3 oktober 2011 gue lagi mood bgt baca di angkot jurusan taman mini-bantar gebang-KCB.
Gatau ada angin apa, gue manusia 16tahun yang gasuka baca buku ini (terkecuali komik miiko)
kemarin napsu bgt baca tu buku.
gue bacaaaaa terus sepanjang jalan, sampe pas azan magrib udah kedengeran, dan langit mulai gelap, gue nutup buku itu, dan tidur
sejam berlalu
sampe jg di gerbang perumahan gue: Villa Nusa Indah 2. gue turun dari angkot.
Besoknyaaaaaaaa,  pas jumat gue mau bawa ke sekolah, 
tiba tiba TU BUKU GAADA!!!!!! 
panic panic panicccc bgt demi.
bokap gue yg udah siap sm mobilnya, siap berangkat, nunggu gue sampe agak kesel gitu.
pagi-pagi waktu gue jg udh siap berangkat, gue baru inget sama keadaan tu buku.
gue balik lg keatas, ke kamar gue ngubrek2 lemari buku berharap bgt 'Layar Terkembang' masih terselip dan masih mengembangkan layarnya... krik
balik lg
gue panic banget, buku itu ilang, dan itu buku lama yang gue tau susah banget nyarinya.
gue takut bgt bayangin tu ibu2 perpus harus kesekian kalinya berhadapan sm gue-eh gue yg berhadapan sm gue. 
tau deh pokonya intinya gue takut bgt dimarahin dia untuk kesekian kalinya:(
gue gatau harus gimana, antara berharap msh nyari nyari di rumah/nanya ke abang angkot KCB satu2 yg lewat di dkt rmh gue, atau beli lagi.
Dea (chairmate baru gue) bilang ada yg jual tu buku di senen. Taaaapiiiiii, senen kan luaaaaas! dan gue gatau jalan disana, dan disana banyak preman.
ga berani kesana sendiri, tp gaada jg yg mau nemenin. 
AAAAAAAAAAAA *scream
sumpah bingung banget, mamapapa jg keliatannya ga care gitu, mentang2 ini semua masalah gue, dan gue sendiri yg nyiptain masalah itu.
sumpah deh parah bgt ini, gue bingung harus gimana nyikapin ini semua gara2 ke-careless-an gue,
gue dpt bencana yg terus menerus menerpa gue.
:( cry cry cry cry cry

genug:___(

hey there. 

pertama kali gue ngepost di blog gue nh.

gue tau ini super telat banget, tp mau gmn. 

gue gatau lg mau cerita ke siapa, soalnya lg genug banget.

tau genug ga? 

ich habe genug itu dr bahasa jerman, artinya gue udah muak.

gatau knp gue yakin bgt kata jenuh (bahasa kita-indonesia) tu di adaptasi dr situ.

di temenin kopi jahe-yang kata mama enak banget-gue mau mulai cerita...

udah jalan 4 bulan gue di kelas baru gue. 

11IPA5. 

mulai banyak ulangan2 dan tugas.

bayangin aja dalem satu bulan ada uts, try out 1, try out 2, terus uas.

sebagai pelajar yg otaknya agak gak stabil (kadang jalan kadang lemot)

dan standard 

gue ngerasa terbebani bgt dgn keputusan sepihak yg diberikan sekolah itu hhm..

gue sering ngerasa nyesel bgt masuk ipa.

kalo ga ipa kn seengganya bljrnya masih bisa nyantai gitu gapake narik urat tiap gabisa ngerjain soal apa2 yg susah, 

tinggal bacaaaaaaaa doang gitu.

udah gitu temen deket gue nia mili tasya rahma lili dely gaada yg di ipa semua.

sumpah gue ngerasa hampa bgt.

kemana2 sendirian, ke lantai 2 nyamper mereka sendirian.

walaupun gue bisa cerita mslh gue ke temen2 ipa 5, 

tp tetep aja gue butuh mereka ada di deket gue. hampa bgt demi ga lebay.

di kelas sepuluh nengok kemana2 langsung ada muka mereka, sekarang jauuuuuuuh bgt, sampe kepisah lantai gitu. 

gue di lantai tiga-pojok-yang punya koridor pribadi-XIIPA5 sman48jakarta dan mereka di XISOS-lantai 2.

dan itu semua makin makin makin bikin kejenuhan bertambah tambah.

tp pada ahirnya gue harus tetep pura2 strong biar bisa terus ngejalanin hidup gue............... sedih bgt ngenes